I've been bothered a lot
about being needed everywhere at the same place all at the same time. It
questions me as to whether it is worth doing all that I do. I always feel worn
out and exhausted. Yet, I love what I do :) so begs the question, Should I keep
it up? Literally being in school for an unreasonable 14 hours in a day spending
well over half of that time playing the French horn or singing? Well I'm only a
senior in high school so I am not totally sure if it is worth it going into
college. I am going to have to work more with some of these pointless biology
and math classes that will in no way help me in the future for who I want to
become. But then I realize, none of the core classes that colleges require you
to take will matter to me as long as I focus in what I love. That is, Music.
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| Me telling me to stop this post and work on the essay |
Music is a catalyst for
me that drives me to do the best that I can. Listening to music motivates me to
be more active when I’m writing and essay or answering questions as it puts my
brain at a good tempo and keeps me away from other distractions... Like the
Othello essay that I am supposed to be writing right now in class but instead
pushed me to write this blog post.
BUT in case you were all
wondering, I am going to focus on music coming into the future because you
know, its music. That’s all I am really good at and that I have motivation to
continue with.
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